Emdubis

Isn't it odd when you see yourself portraying something that you do not approve of, yet you cannot seem to change it or stop?  Its a lot like when you have that dream of being chased but you can not seem to run... or when you are under attack and cannot scream at all.  I just described drowning, right? But not in a liquid... or anything tangible for that matter.  Drowning in an abstract way, similar to a pshycotic soul but not quite because you can see that you are in fact sane and that you can still hear the insects sing at midnight.  Why yes, it was a Girls not Grey referance.  It makes perfect since though right?  The ability to hear and c